Drowning...
>> Wednesday, October 6, 2010
You make me feel like crap.
Every word that comes out of your mouth just depresses me more.
I hate you. So fucking much.
Today's Truth: Regrets
>> Saturday, October 2, 2010
If one of my friends read this blog, they will probably fall flat on their faces with surprise.
I'M A SCAM. I am living a life full of lies and regrets. I smile everyday eventhough my heart is aching.
Most people would think I live an awesome life. On the outside, it probably looks that way. But believe me, I don't have the greatest life.
I have so many regrets...so many what-ifs, so many unfinished business.
I just want to disappear...
- Posted using my Blackberry Bold
Unanswered Question
>> Friday, October 1, 2010
Why is it so hard to be happy? Why am I always bitter nowadays? I've never been like this...I used to be a happy-go-lucky person!
Help me find the person I want to be...the person I NEED to be!
Today's Truth: Appreciation Matters
I need to feel appreciated. By my husband.
It's not enough to praise me "silently". I sometimes need to hear that what I do is important, too.
I work full time. I take classes at the local university a few nights a week (I didn't graduate college because we got married and I had to drop out of school).
So anyway, I work and I go to school. Not only that but I do literally everything around the house: take care of the kids, fix dinner, do errands and appointments, clean, do the laundry, wash the dishes, take out the trash-- even pick up dog poop at the backyard. Except for the fact that he pays most of the bill, I literally run a one-man show!
I'm not asking to be given a pat at the back every single time I do something! I just want to hear this words once in a while: "I appreciate you."
You have no idea how much this will save a crumbling marriage!
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